Friday, 27 November 2020

A New Dadyream |

 Hello old friends,

Every year I start this again and we never seem to get that far. This year has not gone to plan for anyone. Honestly if you told me last year the world would be thrown into a global pandemic I would have laughed you out of the room. Whilst there are still so many things I have to be thankful for this year, it has also made me take a look of the areas of my life I'm not best pleased with. 

Now this blog never got the big views, it never rocketed like I always dreamed of but it kept me grounded a little and was my escape from the stresses of life (When I say stresses of life, it was stupid things like why won't boys like me). Since being with Charlie, this took the back seat and while I think I needed it but not blogging also took away a sense of who I was. This was a part of me that I loved, the part of me that flourished and I felt like in my own little way, I made a small difference in some way.

Now my job is classed as a "key worker" here in England. Who'd have thought this chunky little supermarket worker would be classed as key. Now compared to the health workers I have done nothing, but being in a busy store with rude customers for the majority of the year has taken its toll. Now I can't complain too much as for the first lockdown I was tucked away in a corner of the shop with my best pal baking all day. But since the eat out to help out scheme pretty much drained me mentally and physically, well I think it's safe to say I need a new outlet from work again. I am not going to be putting a schedule on here as the pressure of new content just made my content piss poor last time. 

In the new year I really want to focus on the baking side of things. Being tucked away in the work canteen baking most of the day made me miss it so much. I will never be the best baker but I love baking people happy. I hope to share some of my creations on here. Now I know I did some baking posts before, they will be back on here just re-vamped a little and made a bit better.

This year has been shit for everyone for very different reasons and something this year jsut made me realise how important life is. It's not about money, it's not about what you have but who you have and I want to just make next year ever so slightly better than this one. Now I hope that I will actually keep this up this year, even writing this post out now made me feel so happy. Its been a long time since I typed away every little thought in my brain and my god, I needed it.

I can't wait to start baking for you all and hopefully connecting with you all again. Oh my loves, how I've missed you all. 

Chloe x

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