Monday, 24 October 2016

What Happened Last Week | October 17th-23rd

Hello lovelies,
Last week was a little bit of an eye opener for me. It's also been the last week at work for me. I now have nine glorious days off from the hell I call works. It does feel a little odd, chummy thought I was moaning but I'm happy to have the week off. It's the thing that lately work has been such a big distraction from the shit of life, not being at work means I sort of have to face some stuff that I would much rather avoid. Anyway, enough of that. Lets have a little look at my week shall we, its not the most exciting but lets take a little look.

Monday |
Monday was a day where both me and chummy had a day off. Its a little rare now that me and chummy get days off together, the meant a fun chummy day again. We went out for lunch, nowhere special but we wanted to try the new McDonald's. It was pretty good, much better than the old one. We then went out for a very nice little shopping trip, hunted for the Aladdin pyjamas and then did a little make up shopping. We headed back to chummys, made box cake and just watched TV for a bit. We also tried on our Halloween outfit, I don't think her brothers liked it but we love it. Our night was spent just sitting in a car park eating unsalted fries and having a good chat. 

Tuesday |
I had an open up and I was actually looking forward to it. This one was with my manager, I did everything okay but it just felt a little odd. I had her watching my every move which was a little annoying. I know she just needed to see if I could do it but I knew I was okay. I had to stay a little later but after that I got to go home and get some stuff done. That meant tidy my room, get some blog posts written and just get all cosy with some candles on. In the evening I got a text from chummy saying the had hurt herself. She'd slipped at work, fell and cut all her finger. My poor chummy. 

Wednesday |
Another day off and I wasted it if I'm honest. I spent my day all cosy but then had to pop out to get ingredients for all the cakes I'm baking for chummys birthday. I did see L in there so naturally I stalked him round the shop until I bumped into him. He was with his brother who probably thought I was a little strange but I just needed to chat to him. Its been far too long since I've seen him. I got chummy a few little get well goodies that included some Halloween fake fingers.

Thursday |
Back to work and I had a late. It wasn't the best late but it was okay. I just had a lot going on and work was the last thing on my mind. I got in and just had a relaxing hour, had some dinner and had to go to bed early. I had a bit of a headache and a pretty early start.

Friday |
My day started at just gone 4. I had another early and this time I was on my own. It was actually okay, I forgot some stuff but I did my best. I actually like early shifts, its nice to be on my own for a bit. I saw chummy, went home and listened to the new Lady Gaga album, Joanna. Oh my goodness. Its fabulous. I spoke to chummy for a bit, waited in case work called me back and then had a nap. I had the worlds best nap. You know those naps that are just so perfect. Well it was one of those. That was about it for Friday.

Saturday | 
Work was okay, it wasn't the worst but wasn't the best. I actually offered to do the till, my ankle was hurting but I just wanted to be on my own for a bit. There's just a lot going on about that I cant tell anyone about, its just getting a bit too much for me. That's why I just wanted to be on my own. My night was the cosiest. I just snuggled myself in bed, watched some shows and tried to clear my head a little.

Sunday |
The last day at work before my week off. It wasn't busy but no staff meant it was a little stressful. I'd had a conversation in the morning that just shook me a little. Its probably nothing but its now playing on my mind, another worry I didn't really need. Not about one of the most important people in my life. I was fine but then someone said something that just made me go silent. I didn't want to talk, I was annoyed because I was just trying to help. I needed up walking around work in tears. The guy I work with noticed and told chummy, I just wanted to be on my own and or just big hug. Either one but nothing else. In the end chummy told me to just prep bacon for a bit. She then came over the dried my tears, she did good for someone who doesn't really deal well with tears. I know I let everything get to me, I just needed a hug. One of those hugs where no one says a word, just holds onto you so tightly that for a moment you feel safe. I didn't get that but that's what I needed. After work I just had a pretty nice night, snuggled in bed watching some films.

Ive got a pretty busy week coming up. Its my chummys 21st next week and I have a lot of things to do for it.