Sunday, 20 December 2015

Blogmas day 20 | No motivation

Hello lovelies,
I really don't want to write this post but I feel like I have to. I feel like I'm losing the drive and passion to write my Blogmas posts. I'm just putting to much pressure on myself to make them great that they are really bad. I love my blog but I think the pressure to write every single day is slowly but surely getting to me. 



I want to be able to write really amazing posts that have a meaning behind them, instead I'm just writing a really quick post after work and I'm not putting as much effort into my writing because I just do t have the time. I'm writing this post in the canteen at work because I won't really have time to do it tonight. If I'm not at work I'm baking and if I'm not baking I'm on a driving lesson. I feel like I've lost all my motivation and it really upsets me.

My blog is an extension of me and I know that I'm letting myself down, I know that none of you care if I write or not but I feel like there's a little part of my brain that programmed to write and blog and I hate it if I don't write.

I'm determined to make the last week of Blogmas the best I can. There a special baking post, I'll be posting twice on some days and I'm looking forward to shake for the last week of Blogmas with all of you.

The one thing that maybe I feel is going to drive me to finish blogmas is the fact this Christmas is just 5 days away and even though I'm working up until Wednesday, I have so much fun. I moan about work but I feel like they are a little extended family and its really nice to go into work and spend time with them. I also got really deep in conversation today with the girl I work with about my almost love life, I haven't shared that with anyone apart from you lovely lot. It was nice to talk to someone about it who sort of understand. Right I feel like I'm going to end this post here. I want to do a really fun week of blogging to end this year on a high note, so I'll love you and leave you and hope that you all come back tomorrow.

Lots of love,
Chloe