Tuesday, 22 September 2015

Driving diaries | Automatic lesson #1

Hello lovelies,
I'm starting the driving diaries again, these won't be long but I'll just let your know what I did and how I felt. As this is an extra during the week I don't feel so bad that they aren't as long. So I had my first driving lesson today and I thought I would share with you what happened. Because my instructor knew that I had some experience we went and practiced not he roundabouts and just got used to an automatic. It is so much easier to drive but I felt like I was doing it wrong. I had to pull up next to curb and I was either feign it to fast or to slow. I know its going to take time but I felt like I was doing it all wrong. It all just got to me and I had a little cry. I felt weak. Me, a grown women weeping in this women car. I just get so nervy that something bad will happen. She said that my driving is fine but I just need to gain confidence. 

The positive from the lesson was a that she said my three point turn was almost at test standard and she was really impressed with it. Ive got another lesson next Tuesday and hopefully I won't cry. If I'm honest Ive just been feeling so stressed over the past week that I think I let it all get on top of me. I'm determined to do it and I want to drive. Lets just hope that next weeks lesson goes a bit bitter.

Lots of love,
Chloe xxx