Saturday, 13 June 2015

Weekly update |

Hello
I wast going to post today but I've got into the routine of uploading every Saturday, so here's my quickly typed post for today.

Now as most of you know, I started my new job a few months ago and its going quite well. I'm still on my trial period but I think its going fairly well. The one thing I've found is that its stressing me out. Its not a hard job but customer service is something I find difficult at times. Some customers are so nice and really put a smile on my face, but then there's the others who make me feel like crap. It just annoys me that a man 40-50 years my senior calls me deaf and stupid because he he told me one thing when he meant another. 

Stress of work aside, my week has been okay. I had a little breakdown on Tuesday but I'm okay now. I wont go into details, I told Lou all about it which I feel bad about. I shouldn't have told her all my problems, she was great and gave me some good advice but I feel bad that I put that pressure on her, so sorry Lou. Basically one of my relatives showed up out of the blue after 17years of not being in mine or my sisters life. I think they expected some big reunion, but he made the choice to not see us for another reason. I don't have any time for him, I just cant forgive and forget the things he's done so I just broke down. I couldn't believe that he had the audacity to show up on our doorstep like the past 17 years hadn't happened. 

Oh this week I also went shopping with my mum, which ended up in us buying and eating 4 Cinnabon, we had 2 each and yes they were delicious, thank you for asking. I also went back to my old work and saw one of the girls I used to work with. It was really nice seeing her and having a good catch up. That's one of the things I miss most about my old job, the people. Its difficult at my work now. I guess I just feel like I have to guard myself a bit. My sister also works there and whatever I say seems to get back to her. I don't tell them bad things but I like to have people who I can just talk to without my conversations being passed back to my sister. I just feel like my life and friends are mine at work, so it was so good to go back to my old work and chat to someone who had no connection with my new work or my sister.

What else can I tell you about my week? I got a new run for the guinea pig and rabbit, I contemplated buying a new DSLR camera and I didn't get emergency taxed on my wages. 

That's about it from me this week. I'll see you all on Tuesday where I promise, there will be a slightly better post from me. Don't expect a fantastic post but expect it to be slightly better than this one.

Bye for now xxx