Monday, 11 May 2015

Monday 11th May 2015 | Dream journal

Hello
I'm so sorry I haven't posted one of my dream journal in over a month! I just haven't been remember my dreams and I have been quite stress. When I'm stressed I either dream of the thing I'm stressed about, or I just don't dream at all.

So last night I had a bit of an odd dream. I was going shopping with my mum and my aunt at our local shopping centre. It wasn't like normal, the lights were off and the few lights that were on kept flickering. My dream then jumped ahead to me in my room. I had just woken up to see that I only had 10 minutes to get ready for work. I knew I wouldn't be able to make it but I still tried. I was walking the streets for ages, the area had changed and I was lost. I was panicking that I would be late for work and I couldn't get there. The last part of my dream was in my work place. I was clearing up the cups and plates from behind the dishwasher when my manger told me the name of someone new starting. It was a girl I knew from school who hated me, I just froze and didn't know what to do. I woke up after that and just felt I wanted to update this dream journal.

So I looked on Dreamforth to see what it said about my dream. here's what it said about shopping centres. Now I could only find so etching for the term mall which is just the American version of England's shopping centres. Here's what it said "To dream that you are at the mall implies that you are trying to create a favourable impression for somebody. The mall also represents that you covet and desire to acquire what your peers own." Now I wouldn't say that I'm trying to make a favourable impression of somebody, well not that I can think of. I also don't desire the things my friends have, I don't really think this part of the dream meant anything special.

Now I looked up about being late for work and here's what it said "To dream that you are late suggests apprehension for change in your life. It also indicates your ambivalence about conquering opportunities in real life situations.  To dream that you are tardy projects your feelings of unworthiness. It also means you get a sense that people do not support your participation in an endeavour; perhaps they do not see that you are mature enough to handle the problem. Moreover, you may be overwhelmed or hesitant about certain choices you should make that will affect your future.". Now I wouldn't say there's going to be any change in my life but I do feel like because I'm new at my work, people don't want or need me there.

The last part of my dream involved a girl from school. Now I looked to see what it said but I know exactly why I dreamt it. Now whenever I start something new, I always dream that someone who made my life miserable re appears. I guess it's just my mind trying to make me feel more afraid of what I'm about to do. I've had this type of dream before, when I started my first job I was so happy but I guess I just thought that something would ruin it. That's why I always dream things like this.

We'll kill you enjoyed this post. I had to write it on my iPad so I do apologise is auto correct has turned words into something really weird. It won't let me edit my post properly later on I will edit it properly but right now I'm off to work. 

Bye for now xxx