Wednesday, 18 February 2015

Wednesday 18th February 2015 | Dream journal

Last night I had more of a nightmare than a dream but I still wanted to note it down. At the beginning I was in this house, it was quite posh and at the back it had its own little gym. My mum was in the gym while I was with some friends in the lounge. One by one we went to the toilets, the toilets were really elegant which sounds weird, it had about 15 cubicles in it and really ornate sinks. I went in and it was silent, I heard these footsteps coming towards me and they were talking about how no one was supposed to be in the house and they were going to take us one by one. I was petrified so I hid in one of the cubicles, they went through each one kicking the doors open. They got near to mine when my friend made a noise, they went straight over the the cubical, opened the door and dragged her away. I didn't know what to do and I was terrified about what was going to happen. I went to the gym to get my mum and to warn everyone else what was going on but no one seemed bothered. That's when the dream changed. In this dream I was in my bedroom and I saw my guinea pig running across the walls, I started chasing her to try and catch her to put her back in her cage.

 After I had put her back I went into the kitchen, I was midnight and my dad was sitting at the table on my laptop, I asked him why he was using it and he made some excuse. He had clearly hacked into it as I have a password on all my devices. I walked back to my room but the walls were darker than usual, there were cobwebs sweeping from the ceiling and when I entered my bedroom, it was like a cave. My room was huge but cold, stone walls, spiders everywhere and then I felt something push me in. The door slammed behind me and a candle started flickering in the distance. I heard a hushed voice over my shoulder, they were heavy breathing and sounded panicked. I turned around to see captain Jack Harness (From Torchwood) telling me to hide, I was panicking at this point so we quietly hid. He said there was this creature that took people, the creature disused itself as an object or person you feared, it picked the scariest one. It could read you and know what it was you feared most. Out of the corner of my eye I saw it but it wasn't my fear, I told Captain Jack this and he simply said "I know, its not you he wants now", I looked and saw my friend that had been taken in the cubicles, she was screaming and this monster was there. I couldn't work out what it was as she was scared of a lot of things. She looked weird, he then told me that the monster strips you of your skin and makes you freeze, not with coldness but with terror.

He said the only way you can stop it, is if you imagine yourself as you, with skin and without the fear. It got my friend and I couldn't bare to look. We tried to run away but it got me, it was a clown with the sinister smile painted on its face but I was like the statues in doctor who, If I blinked it got closer to me. I was screaming and crying and captain Jack kept on screaming at me "You need to think of yourself with skin, think of you and forget your fear, the fear is what's going to kill you". I couldn't move and with my eyes watering I blinked and this clown got closer with an even more terrifying look. The next time I blinked I woke up.

I was absolutely terrified when I woke up and checked everything in my room to make sure it was real. I looked on dreamforth to see what it said. Here's what it said about clowns "To dream of a clown represents your sense of humour, silliness, and fun-loving personality. The emotions that the clown conveys mirror your own. Whatever it is expressing will lead you through your own feelings. The actions of the clown represent your spontaneous and outgoing personality. It may also imply that you are being too careless and impulsive. If you have a fear or phobia of clowns, the clown may symbolise an unknown figure who may want to hurt you in some way. This may be someone who is taking advantage of you or not showing you their true self". I do have a good sense of humour but in no way was this dream funny, the part about having a phobia is spot on. I hate clowns and I do think what it says about people taking advantage could be something to think about. Caves, "To dream that you are walking in a dark cave represents your subconscious mind or the attempt to seek out shelter. It signifies that you are enduring bad fortune or an argument that wasn't foreseen". I think this is a little true, I have had an argument that was unforeseen, I do have a lot of arguments with my sister but I did have argument with her that was unforeseen. There's normally a build up to an argument but this one just came out of the blue.

Bye for now xxx

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