Sunday, 21 December 2014

Blogmas day 21 | What I learnt in 2014

Hello
This year has been quite eventful for me, I realised what I wanted to do with my life and I put my plans into action. I feel I grown up so much this year, I feel like more of an adult which sounds weird but now I know what direction I want my life to go in, I feel like I've made more adult decisions and thought about how to sort my finances, making little changes to my lifestyle and thinking about quite an important choice which I feel I need to make very soon.

Ive met people this year who have shown me that it's okay just to be myself and for once in my life I've been able to be as quirky as I like and still be accepted for who I am. Its weird for me because at school people would laugh at me, not because the jokes I told were funny but because to them I was the joke. Being around people that little bit older than me did me the world of good, they laughed because my jokes were funny and I could talk to them about almost anything, even things I don't really want to tell anyone else. Like this blog for instance, I told the people I worked with because I felt like they would understand and not judge me. I feel like if I told my family I wanted to be a writer they wouldn' really take it seriously.

Ive watched my family develop even more, I've seen them grow up that little it more which makes me feel a little old but its nice to see them plan out what they want to do with their own lives when they grow up. Ive become closer to people in my family which I love, I have a close family anyway but its been so lovely to find out more about each of them, what they love and hate and just doing little things with them which fill me with so much happiness, like baking or seeing their faces when they got to meet Zoella.

I appreciate the little things now, I don't think I realised just how much the little things mean to me. All the time I spend with the people I love makes me so happy, no matter how much my sisters or anyone annoys me I know that she would do anything for me and I would do anything for her. 

I guess the terrible things that have happened in the world this year has shown me what really important, there are family's out there who have had their loved ones cruelly taken from them and I couldn't begin to imagine how they feel. 

I guess my message to you all is simply to spend as much time with the people you love, don't worry about what people think of you and start taking small steps to make your dreams a reality.

I hope you enjoyed this post, to be totally honest I wrote this more for me so that I could have something to look back on and see what my thought of 2014 were. Come back tomorrow for blogmas day 22.

Bye for now xxx